gUorUi's b|og

Mmm..
recently has been thinking of ORD.. and ORD...
haha..
even thought i left around 9 months to go..
but my upper studies that left with 3 months to go..
haha..
nvm..
forget about NS stuff..
don't feel like mention it..
alot of rubbish to finish and done with..

so this weekend..
1 is boring..the others is fruitful...
start one some boring stuff..
sat...
i went to comex..
is quite a boring comex...
and i have sore throat plus slight headache..
the wonderful thing is..
my friend drove and we cut the queue of the carpark..
with just like 5 mins without waiting for like 30 to 1 hour..
haha..
after that..
down to orchard..
shop around and have dinner at cafe cartel..
coffee after that..
then home at 1130..
haha..
early rite..
recently like..
after coming to this age..
going home earlier then last time..
which don't count chionging lah..

so sun.. a fruitful one..
went to bbq with my relative..
then down to habourfront for dim xim buffet..
after that my cousin house..
quite nice for a sports come a wonderful meal..
at dinner went to geylang which my mum live when she was young..
and i has been going during the weekend when i am a kid..
hehe...

feel like saving money for next month..
this month is a bomb again..
just don't know why..
a hole again..
sobz..

don't understand humans sometimes..
when u are there..
u just feel like going somewhere else..
when u don't feel like doing it..
when u there..u feel like doing it..
why is always the opposite..
just cannot understand..
anyone can explain..
hehe..

recently lazy to update my blog..
maybe is becos of no mood of nothing that..
don't know why..
hehe..

last week was a shitty week..
i thought that OC went out for exercise..
i free from work..
but no.. thur to SAT afternoon..
i was at jurong camp from 8+ to 1900 plus...
and sat was till 1 plus...
that was like wasted half of my weekend already...
sux rite..
no choice thats NS...

back at home on sat..
rotting till evening for a birthday party..
just 2 streets away..
all the way till end i stay..
cos no program for me..
so sianz..
is ok..
just bluffing myself that i saving money..

then came sun..
wanted to go sentosa..
no one was free..
sobz..
supposely was going to stay at home..
but half way through my time of buying lunch home..
rg sms me..
so went down to bugis to pray..
then shop around for his levi jeans..
which use the vouncher which he gave..
bugis down to PS..
rg meet his NS friends and together we went shop around..
seeing the 3 guys is so fit..
i just feel so thin and not fit..
but the strange thing is 3 of them is single..
haha..

overall can said is a quite boring weekend..
weekend for me is like getting boring and boring...

that day fri saw the ending of the 9 pm chinese show..
was thinking of something..
why is it when something happen already..
then u will change and regret..
why is it will not like.. when thing happen.. u will change for it..
if time can go back..
i hope it will not happen...

anything was..
my friend asked me..
why my sentence is 1 sentence in my blog..
and not like 1 paragraph..
cos is so boring to write in paragraph..
looks so short and boring..
haha..
why not write it as sentence as my friend blog did..
haha..
if it was you that i copy..
i just did it...
=P

yest nite home at 0030..
kinda quite late..
cos of 1 special person going to study aboard..
glen..
reach there early..
went to the view gallery..
changes alot at the 2 storey..
saw some planes..
just feel like i want to be inside..
flying to somewhere to relax..
so down came the others guy...
have our dinner at sakae sushi...
was back to my normal feeling..

then waited for glen..
stared at the depart list...
just feel like the guy that is going is me..
just for holiday..
really first time have the feeling of getting out and fly to somewhere..
too bad is not me..

back today..
busy and can said maybe is suay ba..
early morning.. 745 phone rang..
heard i the conducting for friday...
i just cannot slept...
down office do my work..
and got a loading test today..
so need to prepare all the admin work for conducting..
then the test that is going on too..
i thought everything is going to be over soon..
and i can accompany my upper studies down to sim lim..
but is not..
csm last min pass me things to do..
said must pass to him 2morrow evening..
then is like wtf..
2morrow i DO, conducting in the morning..
and must do that thing..
which i not sure..
really bored..
really drain out..
phone rang and rang..
is really scary when the phone keep ranging.
and the no. put is my camp down..
sobz...

sometimes really feel like talking about it..
but...
i not the person who will talk to..
unless is someone close maybe like gf..

rest now..

today is tue..
and i just know i haven update my blog..
few days pass really no mood to update..
or i very tired..

weekend was quite ok..
i went to my friend birthday party..
is another one..
this year quite alot of 21st..
cos got quite a no. of friends is -1 year old one...
is weijian birthday.. the superstar...
yes he is my friend..
but pls he is just my friend..
don't ask me help u for the autograph etc hor..
i not so bad..
when he is superstar..
then i will stay close with him..
haha..

after that..
went boat quey with some bmt mates..
for a drink..
quite a nice one..
open a martell for 148..
is really fun to drink with them...
hehe..

then came sun..
my friend outing again...
yes.. we try to make it 2 weeks once..
cos is a form of cohesion and extra exercise for me..
but is a exercise for them...
hehe...
down to tiong bahru for lunch...
quite a dangerous journey to the place..
cos was about to meet with a accident..
and the driver was my cousin who just pass her driving..
hehe..
when we reach that place..
we waited for a parking log..
when we about to park..
got a car just insert in...
cos my cousin need time to park..
i was so piss off loh...
lucky infront got a slot that just left..
just feel like taking a key and scratch his car...

after lunch went my cousin house..
but rest for a while..
we went down to k box..
haha..
then back for dinner..
and go home...

mon was thinking of going home early..
like 5 plus or 6 plus reach home..
but i reach home at 8...
was in a meeting at 3 sig in the afternoon..
then came back rush the manifest..
stupid...
reach home...
was already very tired..
saw my parents all home with my bro..
so left me haven eat dinner..
i step into the house..
my bro just say..
after eat finish go and wash the plates..
i just walk back to my room to put my things..
and said shut up quite softly..
i dun want to offence him..
u know the feeling when u come back work..
tired.. and still got ppl at there nagging at you..
u know how furious i am..
even though i last time i nv wash plate lah..
but i have wash it now loh..
forget it..
next time i will ren..

so today quite a free day..
boss not around..
go home quite early around 745..
haha..
reach home receive a few calls..
asking for this and that..
really hate it..
why this always happen when i home..
when i in camp..
you all dun ask me..
then i hate when ppl use rank and push me down..
gggggrrrrrr....

k.. quite a long entry already..
shall stop here..
hehe...

last week really no mood
and no time for this..
don't want to talk about this 2 weeks..
lots of stuff to do..
alot of things is running around..

what am i..
what i going to do..
what am i thinking..
why did i still thinking of that..
why is there no a second chance..
what am i doing recently..
what wrong with my mood..
question and question..
am i too old for this and that..
Mmm...

question and question..
answer and answer...
alot of uncertainly things here and there..