gUorUi's b|og

after last week of NDP Preview...
and last last week of meeting my friends for my birthday...
this week...
i met my poly classmate..
is quite a long time after we gather at bp for wj birthday..
hehe...

fri: so this time after my 12km of run...
at west coast...
my pair of legs was like ache until don't know like what...
and first time i run until my knee cap pain..
damn it..
supposely we wanted to eat pizza hut..
but end up at marche...
haha..
so fc like quite sianz..
so sorry gal..
next time k....
hehe...

after that..
i know they going to buy me a cake..
i can sense that..
but i just act blur...
haha...
sorry if i like buffing you all..
but i appreciate it...
hehe..
a special guest was here...
is meiling..
a person whom i don't know how i know her..
i guess is during thin party i guess..
and she is always the mc for any performance...
during our sec school..
and i am 1 of the performer...
haha...
i appreciated all the guys that u had done for me..
and i can said this year i had ate 3 cakes..
haha..
thanks man...

sat: cars and cars and cars...
i went to diff showrooms of car..
firstly lancer... follow by hyundai getz...
then toyota vios and lastly honda..
out of this..
lancer and vios...
price about the same..
but lancer is more worth it..
cos firstly the price the same..
and is 1.6 compare to 1.5...
hehe..
i might be getting hyundai getz..
cos is cheaper than the both of them..
and it is my first car..
haha...
after that down to sim lim to check out some stuff..
and back home..

evening met kh,sophia,wh,yw for dinner..
at new york new york..
is a new environment..
but the food there is ok only..
and serving is quite small..
so will not be full..
hehe..
don't know why..
courage are with me today..
i wrote a note to a gal working there..
and ask sophia and wh to pass to her...
i don't know how the result will be..
but i don't put any hope on that..
haha..
maybe is just a li siao ba..
=p

the main stuff came..
the fireworks..
whahaha..
my favourite..
down came may to join me...
haha...
quite a disturb and angry one..
disturb cos the malays are just doing some irriating voice..
angry around 3/4 during the fireworks..
my camera memory is full..
and the last part is nice..
ggggrrrrr....

last part of the nite..
is planning to go to 70 floor to have a nice chill out place..
but... guys 23.. gals 18..
u know i know..
thats why cannot go..
so next place is the one outside suntec...
another news came..
age 25..
wah..
no choice..
just go to a simple one at millennium walk..
just left 1 hour of closing..
we just walk in and drink abit..
then came our supper..
at MS..
a hong kong shop..
open until 2 am..
nice place and nice food..
maybe is just becos at that hour all the food it nice..
haha...
so be back home at 230...
thats end my week..
and next week i will be staying in camp for my duty..
haha..

long entry rite..
no choice..
alot of things to said..
haha...

so this month..
spend alot..
don't know why..
always when the first pay of the increase of pay..
it always spend alot..
i don't know is at where..
haha...
for end of last month and start of this month..
met up alot of friends...
is a good 1..
but like seldom met with my sec friends already..
sobz..
sorry guys..
will be up soon k...
and for others..
free then meet lah..
eroy guys is like every week will meet..
don't know why..
can u tell me..
haha...
end it here with a question mark ba..
=p

busy at the start of the week..
nv came home on mon..
cos of the stupid meeting till 2230..
and stay up till 0000 to do work..
lucky tue get to book out cos of ND...
thanks singapore..
haha..
reach home at 4pm..
thats the earliers that i have reach home till now from work...

feeling was strange today..
don't know why..
attitude was bad..
don't feel like talking...
talk to my parents & bro was like..
just din care or just talk like i want to argue with them..
but i think u guys just don't know that i even have bad mood..
becos when u all always saw me was the happy side..
i also don't understand why..
no mood for NDP also..
no tickets..

ok don't continue liao..

Things wanted:
1. Thumb Drive 1G
2. DVD player
3. Wallet
4. LCD TV

finally weekend is over...
cos the boring sat i doing weekend duty...
first duty..
seems alot of humps to go over..
hope nothing happens..
pray..

so the duty was quite ok..
i guess..
lots of stuff to do..
but no one cares about me..
no big shots..
haha...
i think sat is the longest time i have watch the tv..
hope u know what i mean..
haha..

fri i went to watch the fireworks..
nice...nice...
nicer than the 1 i watch on the first day of the fireworks..
haha...

really like nothing to said about...
hope next week i will not be that busy...

this few weeks really think alot..
after ORD what i going to do???
study or work..
really headache..
even though i going to ORD in around 9 months time..
haha..
i think take 1 step at a time ba...
if i can apply and can get in..
then i will decides..
haha...

thats all folk..
lonely boi.. sign out..
=p

back home quite shag today..
yest i went to chalet..
will tok about it later..

fri came again..
is my AHM running...
this week 16Km...
ggggggrrrrrrrr.....
as usual i manage to finish it..
around 1 hour and 30 plus..
but with my muscule aching..
and knee shouting "stop stop" is pain..
after that met my cousin at 7..
but my training end at 7..
so i rush down taking a cab which cost 7 too..
haha..
have my crystal jade xiao long bao..
a bowl of noodle plus gong bao ji jing plus 3 xiao long bao..
was a nice dinner cos i hungry..
haha..

sat came my chalet..
since so long i have a chalet...
haha..
is ok..
even though alot of ppl came..
but less ppl staying..
still quite a fun one....
start with preparing..bbq... and chatting...
and alot of photos is taken..
hehe..
as usual took some alcohol drinks at nite..
and i KO...
haha..
expected...
this end my wonderful weekend..
and next week got more shit to come..
and mon it will start with my "wonderful" duty..
gggggggrrrrrrrr.....
hope it passes quickly..

recently has been thinking alot of my future..
what to do when i ORD..
study.. working or what..
just don't know what i want..
study.. seeming my friends so stress..
i hope i will fail and drop out which wasted my life..
working and part time study for me..
i hope thats a better choice for me for now..
at least when i study and cmi..
i still have a job..
somethings just hard to said out in blog..
Mmm..
just running through it again and again...

lastly congra ah.. rg.. 3 more weeks..
more shit will be coming...
jia you ba..
hehe...

wake up..
legs was aching..
cos of yest AHM..
sobz...
completed 21km with the timing of 2 hours and 30min..
quite normal for a person..
hehe..

so this few days was quite a boring 1 for me..
which i think is so hard for me to adapt...
thur went out after lunch..
went to sim lim to buy things..
went home after that..
then fri was another half day..
cos of AHM..
reach home 3 plus..
not going out..
rotting at home..
sat again..
rot at home till i go to camp..
here comes sun..
after run..
i go pray and went home..
and rot again..
so is really a rotting 4 days in the rot..
gggggggrrrrrrr.....
cannot tahan liao..

today is my off in U..
and i at home again...
i think i going mad soon..
everyday asking myself..
what am i going to do...
sobz..
last time was like..
i going to meet who and who for dinner or what..
but now is really the opposite..
haiz..

*thinking*
today where everyone is working or studying..
but what am i here at home..
thinking of the future..
how am i going to survive in the future..
is this really part of the life that i want to go through..

feel like going out..
but don't know where to go..
and now i just feeling sleepy..

wanted to save money to go aboard next year june..
so i was thinking don't anyhow spend my money..
but sometimes when go out..
just feel like buying things and need to have my meals..
alot of things in my list i have brought already..
but.. haiz..
maybe i just short of a gf ba..
haha..

recently has be thinking is it becos my group of friends is too small..
cos always out with the same group of friends..
and when no one is free..
i was like feeling so lonely..
thinking of some extra activities..
like dancing..
but don't know why..
i just don't want go and find...

just sick of my life..
don't know why...