gUorUi's b|og

next week will be my commission day soon..
going to get into next phase of my life..
don't know to be happy or sad..
missing my plat mate esp my bunk mate..
all is happy days we have..
sad cos more sk is coming...
and we can said is the "high class skw"
haha...
enough of this..
To rg: your day will come..

before ending of this week..
i got a feeling that i sick..
and eventually i sick..
got slight cold,cough and sore throat..
came back home..
went to see doctor..
and took some medicine..
hope i will quickly recover...

this week same old thing drills & drills..
but got 1 special thing..
my friend 21st birthday which fall on fri..
just nice thur we have nites out..
we brought a cake..
& a toy sword which all our greeting are there..
haha...
sounds so childish hor...
then yest went for his birthday chalet at aranda country club..
those that live at east sounds near..
but not for me...
before that take a walk at orchard...
window shopping for my jacket...
and i brought a slipper..
which i saw last week....
haha...

so heng went to my friends chalet..
saw my bro ex...
just a smile and hi to her..
and just continue with my stuff...
i think she found her happiness already...
i just don't want to tell my bro..
just a secret...
haha...

so during the stay..
came my buddy with his gf..
haha..
first time saw her gf..
cos her gf was a navy which sail out for 3 months..
he is really very diff from himself...
haha..
talking softly,not those playful type..
just really cannot tahan...
haha...
i think i am also that type too...
hehe...

really happy to see him his face got the xin fu look..
i really hope i will have 1 soon...

commission already...
thats what everyone is looking for..
the parade was quite a bad one i can said..
perform worse than any rehersal..
so is ok.. i thought is going to over..
then i forget to take my rank..
lucky for me is not to late..
i thought worse thing has end for my contingent..
but for the marching in..
we march wrong step..
the side ppl are laughing..
but i just ignore..
when the presentation of rank..
my parents told me camera no battery...
i was like what the f...
but lucky got camera phone...
& for this time around..
i did not shed a tear...
so man hor...=p
enough of this...

yest went to shopping with my bro...
saw many of my ocs friends..
all wanted to buy a jacket or a bazaar...
cos of the coms ball..
for me also the same reason..
haha...
shop around and finally landed in U2...
brought a white jacket...
and shop for a internal shirt at G2000...
first time i was inside the changing room for so long..
i took 2 shirt only..
and after that my bro just take in 1 by 1 into the room..
for me to try..
i think add up around 10 shirt ba..
finally i brought a orange strip instead of a pink one...
which also match me...
cos the pink 1 looks like i add cute...
haha...
end up i spend around 100+ abit..
so is quite cheap lah..
cos i heard from my friend they spend around 200+...
haha...

t0 bE c0ntiNue....

really after next week..
we will be seperating into diff road..
that is how sad..
i just hope we can still keep in touch..

for this week..
really nothing special for me..
my friend they all attending OM course..
and some of my friends and i are slacking away..
haha...

yest just have my comms ball..
was quite a happening 1..
even though i not use to the environment..
the attire that i wear..
haha..
overall was good..
with my partner and friends beside me..
just that simple gathering of my friends
and have my partner beside me...
i will be very happy..
took alot of pics..
after comms ball...
it just let me have a memory of what i doing last time..
haha...

today father day..
with a car that i loan from yest..
went to fetch my parents from market..
then down to bugis to pray..
to my friends house for some project stuff..
and dinner at changi village..
today passes quite fast...
is really a enjoyable day i guess..
but compare to yest..
i just prefer yest..=P


Special:

watch ur though,
they become words...
watch ur words,
they become action...
watch ur actions,
they become habits...
watch ur habits,
they become character..
watch ur character,
they become DESTINY..

i don't know after u read this..
it means something or not..
but for me..
i think is quite meaningful..
it means something..
when u read it careful...
and recall of things u do..
it is true that ur though will become ur words that u said out..
after that u will try to take action...
then if u do it often..
will become ur habit and eventually ur character..
from all this i just believe it will be ur destiny..
to go that road..
hehe...

today really have to said goodbye to them..
and ask them to take care..
2morrow all of us will be going in diff way to diff unit..
seems like i have repeated this in previous few entries..
but i really will miss them...

so today went home quite early...
packing up my stuff to prepare for my new unit..
even though i will not be reporting 2morrow..
but reporting on next tue...
just feeling so lonely...
thinking of what to do starting from 2morrow..
all my friends are either working or in NS...
just left me alone..
alone...
just hate that feeling..

and after that..
thinking after i ord..
what i going to do..
studying or working..
that my 2 choices..
if working will i earn alot..
if i studying..
after i graduate..
will i lose out to those experience ppl..
that is out there that choose working...
Hmmm....

don't give up hope..

1 week passes so fast..
has been rotting for 1 week..
next tue going to report back to camp already..
don't have the mood back to NS already..
sobz..

weekend has been boring..
meet my cousin for shopping and dinner...
brought a belt for myself which i wanted it long ago..
at nite wanted to meet poly guys for a chill..
but only me,sophia and eroy free..
so end up going home after that...

and for today..
rot at home for the whole day already..
nothing for me to do..
just keeping my stuff in my room...

whats wrong with my life..??
no target for me to go for..
dun feel like going NS..
just feeling quickly end this..
and let me go back to my civil life...
sobz...

after of 1 day of work...
i sick..
weak rite..
no choice..
so today has a mc and resting at home...

i don't know why..
whenever i change a new place of living...
i will be sick...
from BMT i got flu...
then went to OCS(alpha) i got flu again...
then go to SI... i got flu...
then go back to OCS.. i got slight fever..
and now i really got a worst of all.. high fever..

yest i book out feeling cold and my whole body is hot..
and though that resting for a while will do...
cos the previous nite i lay on my bed at 12 to 2..
then i fall asleep...
when i went to see the doctor...
my temperature reach to 39.2..

for now..
i feeling better..
no more fever...
but whole body is weak...
and abit of head giddiness..
sobz...

so for my unit..
the ppl there is nice and friendly...
good to work with...
for now lah..
but i dun know how in the future..
i hope this maintain until when i ord..
or when the time a new officer will come take over me...

stop for now..
going for a rest....