gUorUi's b|og

whahahha...
finally this day has come...
waited from last week..
book in sun..
and book out this morning...
hehe..

ok let me update on myself..
being in OCS 6 weeks i guess...
first of all...
i just dun like the ppl there..
dun know just dun have the feeling of being click like BMT...
but after a while..
still trying hard..
but i know is better than last time..
maybe this is kanna force..
haha..

relationship covered..
now is trainning......
trainning at there is like what u all imagine..
is quite siong..
and lots of running and chionging of hill..
OCS let me realise there is a lot of hill in singapore rather than bukit timah hill..
haha..
i hate running..i just don't know why..
haha..

last week just come back from section field camp...
quite a siong one compare to the first one..
i think there is more to come for the next 2....
got alot of cuts from that camp
and lots of punishment on the last day...

so yest just had my live firing..
quite a good experience..
and lots of pain and black and blue in my body now..
fri going back still got 1 more to go...

going to sleep soon...i guess..
cos not enough sleep for the past 2 days..
cos 1. sun nite: power failure result in no fan and light..
so don't have a good sleep..
2. after live firing.. reach back wing line at 2+..
clean arms till 3+ to 4..
then wash up till 5+ 6..
and book out at 6+ to 7..
with only 15 mins of sleep while waiting to book out i guess..
thats all...
home at 7+ to 8..
sleep for around 1 hour plus..
so total 2 hours..
think i break my own records..

ok enough of army stuff..thats the summary..
don't want to write more about it..
talking about myself..
most of the book out..
i just went out to eat good food and play..
and today i just watch the first movie from the first day i enlish to OCS..
a thai movie "Tom-Yum-Goong"
is a nice movie it worth the 9.5 dollar i watch today...

self reflection..
having alots of complain to my bro when i book out..
i don't know is the rite way to let go of my boreness in OCS and the things i suffer in it...
lucky got him to encourage me to continue..
or else i think i will give out sooner or later....
but i will try my best to go through it..
if they want to kick me out..
i also got nothing to say...
hehe..

today went out with a few friends..
watching movie which i said at the top paragraph..
then walk around at orchard..
i found that i was like..
no sense of any direction..
seeing couple walking etc...
4 lonely guys strolling around..
don't know what to do..
thinking if i at camp i also sianz..
walking around without nothing to do also sianz..
don't know what happen to me..
hope i will settle this soon..

when going out..
my friends like to li siao me..
calling me sir here and there...
and i was like..
what the f..
i haven got the rank..
and i dun know why what so proud to be a officer..
i just a human too...
but sometimes is good to be call sir..
but when they always said that i will get frustered..
i think is quite fan to heard that...

i think thats all my reflection..
if that is more to come..
i will continue..
is a long entry...
hope u all not sounds asleep...
this is so call as a gather things that i wanted to say during the past few weeks which i just left a few words behind cos of the time..
take care..