gUorUi's b|og

sorry about the title for last week..
this is really the second last week..
cos still got 1 more book out on my POP..
whahah...
this wed going to pop liao..
and my friend is going to enlist already..
so fast...
haha..

so yest 7 book out..
waited for half hour for the cab..
then reach home around 9..
then after that went to meet eroy they all at town..
chat with them awhile..
reach home around 1...
slept..wake up at 8..
take breakfast with my mum..
then see my auntie at hospital...
meet rg at beach road..
to buy this stuff for next week enlistnment day..
came back home and wait for book in..

so boring to book in on a sat..
most of my friend book in 2morrow..
cos they book out today...
sobz...
nvm pop soon..
i will update again..
really no mood to type..
anyhow type one..
hehe...

yes.. finally i the day has come which is on wed...
is my POP day...
don't know to be sad or happy..
sad that i will miss my buddy, bunk mate and plat mate..
happy that it is over already..
and i change from a Recurit to a private...
So lucky that day is not rainning..
being able to throw my jogger hat..
haha...

so during the march..
i wanted to cry out..
thinking back the times i have with them..
but i Ren...
but until when my bro,dad,cousin and my bro gf..
come and help me wear my jogger hat..
i drop tears..
lucky my bro wear sun glasses and help me to wear it..
hehe...

so after that..
celebrate with my friends..
hugging here and there..
kissing each other here and there...
haha.. just joking..
taking pics...throwing ppl here and there..
and i am one of the victim kanna throw..
but is quite fun..
1 bad thing is on the 3rd throw..
they nv fetch me..
lucky i landed on my leg..
haha...

so at nite..
went to chiong at zouk..
saw my sc also there..
quite a fun time..
even though i really dun have the feeling to dance..
maybe long time never being there..
reach home at 330..
and slept all the way until 11am..
so shiok..
sleeping on my bed with the air con on..
haha..

so during the 3 months..
there is bad and good..
good that i have know some good friends..
become mature i think..
have a health lifestyle..
and many more which cannot put into words..
bad things i just cannot think of it..
haha..
i just want to wish all the best wherever they go..
and keep in contract...

when singapore go to a war..??
what will u do...??
fight for them or just run off...
mostly the answer is just run off..
thats human..
and thats my thinking too..
but today i realise..
if ur lover or ur close friends or relatives gets hurt or what..
u will not run off..
u will just fight ur way to revenge or what..

after my pop
i felt that i had become a stronger man..
will not cry easier..
but maybe i was wrong..
i think i have grow up..
and be strong..
but not to the extend that..
if anything happen to them..
i will not cry for them...

this are just some thoughts..
maybe u think is crap..
up to u all...

what can i say..
i think life is quite fragile..
just a burn ur skin is gone..
and can see ur fresh and bone...

today just send my auntie...
yest was still chatting with my cousin..
to see who is the first one that cry...
so we predict is my mum..
cos my auntie is my mum sister..
so end up..
but sending her off..
i am the first one that cry...
i think i really no use..
maybe she is my closer auntie..
she sees me grow up...

so after that i try to control my tears..
i hope she also want to see us send her happier..
ok.. enough of all this..

so today half way through my friend sms me..
he say that the posting is out..
so he help me check..
and i was shock..
i get into OCS..
don't know is a good thing or bad..
i told them i dun want go in..
but they give me..
all those survey etc..
all bluff ppl one...
good thing is that some ppl cannot go..
but i can..
bad thing is that..
i scared is quite siong..
and i just want to live this 2 year of NS life..
peacefully...
sobz..
hope everything is smoothly..

to all my friends that got the posting..
even though u dun like the posting that u got..
u have no choice to go..
why not enjoy it and dun let urself suffer...
i think i will stop here...