gUorUi's b|og

ok.. here i am..
missing for 2 weeks..
first week is just a normal week..
second week is my start of my field camp..
i just know like the feeling of field camp..
maybe i not born to be a soldier..
and i don't like all those trainning etc..
just wanted to live a simple life..

so let me talk about field camp..
Mmm.. even though quite hate about it..
but overall still ok..
i have lost 2 k.. sobz...
have the bad and good side..
have to meet some requirements..
and first time shooting the blanks until i shiok..
but after that is the cleaning parts is the sianz part..
let me talk about my nite life in field camp..
is really dark.. u have to use torch light to survive..
but u cannot always depends on it..
cos there is some rules to meet..
so sometimes i will use my sense of feeling and
a bit of six sense..

ok..talking about the food..
we needed to eat combat ration..
the food can be compare to the dog food..
some are horrible.. some are quite nice..
no choice but to eat...
thats the only thing to survive..
from that we realise that...
cook house food is so nice..
think next time the survey of the food will be always great..
haha..

the 7 days.. 1 day rain..
and my tent is flooded..
is really cmi...
have to ren all the whole nite..
and sleep with the mud..
haha...
the last day is the worst..
i sleeping in my own grave that i dig..
it seems so diguesting..
but i think i too tired..
just have my field pack and sbo to lay on it and sleep...
think from this field camp..
i dun scared of anything dirty anymore...
haha...

k.. stop here all about my NS life..

so booking out on sat..
wash all my clothings...
and went to my cousin bbq...
though of going to watch fireworks..
but too much my parents wanted me to join them..
so around 11 plus i slept already...
haha..

so yest.. went down to bugis temple..
after that meet my bro and his gf for a movie..
watch the charlie and the chocolate factory..
the movie quite ok..
nice.. stupid funny and lame...
haha...
then nite went to eat prata with my bro..
miss all my food and shopping etc..
haha...

k... will update 2morrow...

yest...
went to watch the fireworks..
don't know why dun have the feeling that i have last time..
maybe it is not near enough..
think this is the last time i watching the fireworks this year..
cos the next fireworks is today..
and i booking in today..
another one is sun..
which also fall on my book in day..
bored rite..
no choice..

yest went to my buddy birthday party..
quite nice..
saw some cute gals..
but too bad got stead already..
maybe will ask him to intro me..
friend friend will do..
haha...
so we do some sabo on him..
he knew that we will be throwing him in the water..
so he is well prepared..
but before that..
we ask him to do some push up, crutches etc..
which we always kanna punish...
after that we nv just throw him into the water..
we "accidentally" push him down the water without him notice..
haha...
went off before his party has end..
meet cal they all to watch the fireworks...

today is my book in day...
so bored..
4 days 3 nites passes so fast...
life in the outside is so fast..
compare to the inside..
if it is the opposite that is so good...
maybe next 2 weeks going to meet up some friends
which i seldom meet...
cya...

Mmm.. 4 more hours i will be back in camp...
boring..
this week only got 24 hours outside..
next week will be lesser...
but is ok.. 3 more weeks and 3 days to pop...

so yest.. come back home..
take a bath and went out.
meet my friend for dinner..
after that.. go see rg play bb..
don't feel like going home after that..
go meet cal..
and reach home around 2...
haha...

next week will be a siong week..
got ippt again, then sit test...
sobz...
hope quickly over..
take care friends...

ok.. here i am..
so u will be wondering why..
at this hour i am at home..
cos i book out late...
today i book out at 730...
due to my sit test..
quite siong the event...
but is quite fun working with other plat mates..
know the diff types of ppl..
ganrang ppl, slack one.. etc...

from my start to now..
nothing was going in my brain..
except for booking in and out..
haha...

just now reading one of my friend blog about he is going to NS soon..
he was excited about it..
i just recall when i about to NS too..
i have the same feeling also..
but after u went in..
u will think is quite bored..
but when times goes ba..
u will be si guan when u meet some good friends..
haha...

one of the point my friend got say about changes of himself...
this type of thing...
before i went in..
i also got think before to change myself to become a better man...
from what i think now..
as time goes by..
u will change to a better man esp for NS guys...
but sometime is the sick of ppl and change..
it is not u...

ok.. i will stop here...
take care guys..

don't know is it fast or slow..
is my end of BMT phrase..
life will be siong when going to unit or anywhere..
hope everything is ok..

initially booking out on fri nite..
but my OC care for us..
and change it to sat morning..
first fast craft at 7am..
cos we have our 16km route march..
is quite a enjoyable one..
maybe my friends is all there..
and is booking out next day..

so yest afternoon before meeting some of my plat friends for movie..
i went to get a shirt for my bro present...
after that.. meet them watch the land of the death..
quite nice and gross...
worth it loh..
after that.. shop with them awhile..
and meet my parents at the bt timah market for dinner...
went home after that and rest..
11 plus went to take supper with my poly friends..
do some catch up with them..

so today rotting at home..
pack my bag..
and later going back again..
615 must reach..
bored..
no car today..
and have to leave home early...

let me have some reflection..
for me..
NS life is quite peaceful..
that what i want throughout my NS life..
but i know sometimes there will be down slope..
so all the best to me..

reading some of my friend blog
about changing themselves etc..
i don't know i got talk about it before..
but the important thing is to be urself..
ppl will change when u grow up and the change of environment..
but all this will take times..
and will not change over a nite..
just hope all of u reading my blog..
will have some reflection about urself..
the good and bad points of urself..
and how to be a better man..
hehe...

nice song for all of u...
Simple Plan - Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me