gUorUi's b|og

3 years had passed so quickly..
first day in np is like yest...
don't know why when u get older..
school life and day pass so quickly...

this 3 years...
know some bad and good friends...
but lucky for me..
good friends alot..
bad friends a few i guess..
unless you don't think i am your good friends..

firstly want to thank my class..
i had such a wonderful time in my 3 years..
suffering together,play together...
and full of nonsense and craps..
heard from my bro is hard to get close friends in poly..
but for me..
i think i have in my class...
qz,wj,fc,gz,jeremy...
think this few will be enough...
hope you all will not forget about me...

next i want to talk about my schoolmate..
most of them know from IS class..
or from my other friends...
not all are my close friends...
mostly are hi and bye friends...
from sem 3 or 4 onwards..
i know a special group of friends..
they can be say as my close friends...
thats is eroy that group...
u know who you all are...
not because some of you are reading about my blog..
thats why i say u are my close friends...
i just saying from my heart...
i really like to thank them for letting me to join in to their group..

maybe thats all i have to say about my life in poly..
too much things to say..
but all is in my heart..
just hard to write about it...
all the fun,stress will be in my memory..
FOREVER...

recently.. life was boring.. sianz...
except for working nothing else..
thoughts had been running through my mind...
when i travelling to and fro work,
sitting at busstop staring blankly,
sitting at the bus looking at the sky...
Is this the way you want your life to be..??
what is the motivate of your life now...??
what is there to catch on to now..??
why i feel so lonely sometimes when i see couples together...??
i just don't know how to answer to myself..
maybe after sometimes..
this question will be able to solve...

think i stop here...cya guys..free ask me out ba..

oh yes..
yest my off day..
went for a interview for another job..
just heard from my friend..
i not able to get in..
sobz...
cos of 1 reason..
my english...
i just know my english sux..
hard to improve..
and i dun like it..
hope to find a better job..
good pay with flexible time..
think is hard..

back from window shopping with wj..
to search for his friend present...
quite a enjoyable one..
long time never went out shopping...
seeing clothes...
later working again..
so boring..
but because of money i working..
sobz...

tue while working..
saw a kid looking at those poster that home fix are selling...
just think that being a child is so good...
no worrys..
play and sleep...
so innocent..

why when u are adult..
ppl wanted to be young...??
and when u are child..
u wanted to grow up quickly...??
just dun understand...

Mmm...
nothing to blog today..
no feeling...
no topic to blog..
haha...

i think my new chapter is going to start soon...
title: NS life..
haha...
maybe will see a big different in my life..

i think the rainning season has started..
so guys...
take care of yourself..
don't get inflected by cold or flu...
cover with blanket at nite...
and try to bring a jacket along whenever you are going out..
esp gals who scared of cold..

cya...

on my way walking home.
suddenly my feeling changes..
i felt so sad, so low..
don't know why...

things running through my mind..
sat nite..
why am i going home alone..
no sms from ppl...
where is my friend..
so long time meet my sec friends..
miss them..
don''t know why..
after fyp..
we never meet up again..
is like all walking their own way..

sometimes..
don't know why have to feeling..
when i feel like going out..
i ask my friend...
after that they are not free..
then i dun know who to ask..
i just feel like i dun have any friends...

think i stop here..

Mmm...
just a short entry..
don't know what to blog..

is it true that..
after you and ur ex broke up..
u and her is no longer close anymore..
even when u talk in msn..
is just like talking to a stranger...
u just ask question..
and she/he reply u...

Mmm...
anyone can tell me...???

yes..
just got my enlistment letter..
don't know to be happy or sad..
i going in on the 11th june...
i think i going to miss alot of you..
and miss the days i have..
slacking around..
watching movie...
window shopping...
craping around...

i think i going to blog my feeling one of the day..
so later i going to work...
after that meet eroy for dinner after his jam thing..
hope everytime is smooth for him...
k. i think i stop here..
going to wash up and sleep...

yw: i think fri i not joining u.. sorry.. cos i short of cash...
if u want can join me and eroy later for dinner...
anyone interested also can feel free to come..

yw: i will meet u one of the day go ubin..
u tell me earlier k..
so i take off..
before we go NS..
hehe...

first time in my blog..
i going to apologize.....
billy i very sorry...
about today matter i really don't know...
i am really very sorry...
(if anyone know the matter pls don't spread, i dun want to make it worst)

on my way back home today..
i was feeling so sad...
i felt that i had become a bad person..
about today matter..
from the way i talk...
the attitude i have...
i really think i have change...
maybe is after i step up to work after my fyp...

and sometimes i really doesn't want to break the promise i made to meet up with u all..
most of the time is my work...
and money..
maybe this all is my excuses and crap..
i just wish that i have time for you all..
but sometimes is the money that i want to earned..
after breaking up with my ex..
i really learnt that don't make empty promises..
and now.. i did it again..
i disappointed in myself..
and i feel so bad in breaking the promises...
if i disappointed anyone..
i really sorry..

everytime i will say..
i will try to meet up with u guys..
but everytime i tell u all i not free..
i got to work..
sobz..
i going to quit my job soon..
i working until end of may..

today met up with eroy they all..
firstly congra them for the medal..
even though is just a medal..
u are better than those that don't have it..
so don't be disappointed..
you have try ur best...

dinner at crystal jade..
then went to coffee club
and relax...
don't know why..
i just felt that i not that close with them anymore..
i just don't know why..
the topics that we talk..
sometimes i just a outsider...

after i board the bus..
i shouldn't have chase the bus..
i have a feeling to stay out at nite..
don't feel like going home that earlier..
slowly taking my time..
strolling home..

i think i will stop here..
so anyone just comment me on my attitude or whatever..

Mmm...
getting back to myself again..
10s eroy for the sms yest nite..
even though i sleeping already..
cos too tired...
haha...

10s for the comment...
billy.. not all ur fault lah..
if i nv say no one will knows meh..
hehe...

k.. stop here..
no mood to continue..
feel so sleepy...
hehe...

YES...
finally 2morrow is the day..
i going to take plane again..
long time never take plane liao..
hehe..

don't know is excited or scared..
excited cos never go before..
scared cos don't know how is it like..
and the ppl there...

i like to thanks YW for the pouch that he lend me..
and Sl,Kh for the advise..
and Rg for the crap...
haha..

lastly...
i want to congra my elder cousin..
she got a baby again..
hehe..
i going to be a uncle again..
haha..

i will be updating when i come back..
don't miss me k...
hehe..
take care...

just a short one will do..
the trip is fun...
i will talk again..
maybe on fri..

i going to sleep..
not much sleep lately..
4 or 5 hours sleep per day only..

nite..

start of my work day again..
after 6 days of rest..
today i work full shift..
not too tired..
time passes very fast...

lets start off with my chalet..
the last 3 days of my rest..
never saw anyone blog about the chalet..
i should the first one to start..
i hope those went there..
is not bored until u don't want to blog..

3 days at aloha loyang..
i should say..
is a enjoyable one..
even though is not as big group as that time..
first time there..
impression there..
not bad, hot..
no sense of eerie...
hope u guys enjoy it..

dont' think i going to describe it..
might be too long..
haha..
just say 1 thing i remember the most..
last nite of the chalet..
laying on the sun tanning chair near the swimming pool..
looking at the skys...
is such a nice feeling that no words can be describe..
is really very very nice..
tue i still have one more chalet to go..
is also at there..
think one of the nite..
i will stay there and watch the stars again..

ok.. now is my trip to bangkok..
excited about it..
took the jet star asia plane..
quite ok..
just fit and is leather seat..
recommanded for short distance trip..

the whole trip is good and nice..
at first i though bangkok will be messy like K.L or johor..
but when i reach there..
i think bangkok is better than them..
but i just don't like the traffic there..
so congested..

alot of first time at there..
took their sky train, have a thai massage,watch tiger show...
took a puff of smoke into my lungs..
eating birdnest..
haha..bad rite..
but i am not addicted to smoking..
i just try once will do..
the feeling is so digusting...

i talk about the tiger show..
is quite boring..
maybe if u going just watch once will do..
don't try it a second time...
the sky train is like singapore MRT...
thai massage still ok..
but just don't like the service there...

went to the nite market, chinatown, weekend market..
shopping centre: MBK, world trade centre..
food: hard rock cafe, bird nest, pineapple and others..

the market is quite good..
all the fake stuff..
and some stuff which i nv saw it before..

shopping centre is huge..
too huge until walk until leg is tired..

food.. not bad..
hard rock cafe: cheap, happening and fun..
bird nest: nice and cheap..
pineapple: sweet.. cannot be tasted at singapore..

brought some stuff back..
wallet,key pouch, chopsticks, food, toys, sleeveless shirt...
not much things..
most are spend on food...
bring $260 over..
came back i broke..
haha...

advise when going bangkok..
1. wear shorts,slippers and t shirt..
2. bring more money..
3. drink more water..
4. take a bigger bag with u..
and becareful of ur belonging...

k.. i think is a long entry..
haha...

recently...
there is something that is missing in my life..
i think is my friends..
esp..poly friends

missing the days at school with them..
hanging up with them...
but now after graduate..
i going to miss them...
each will have different roads to go..
and not as often to meet up with each other..

another friends i will miss is my school mate..
eroy group...
after chalet.. i just miss the fun we have..
seldom see them blogging..
seldom see them online..
think they have their own stuff to do..
and to start their new chapters of their life..

i think i will just put all those in my mermories..
cherish the time i have when i going out with them in the future..
and change my thinking that they are not always free to meet...
i have my own chapter to start...
and own life to walk..
but i will not forget u all..
when u all are free..
just ask me out..

cya guys...

yes.. i back from mychalet...
is quite a nice chalet with my poly friends..
even thought there is nothing to do at there..
and some of them felt bored..
i think is quite ok..
is the feeling and the gathering of friends..
i think will not talk more about it..
quite long..
hehe..

back home..
just slept for 3 hours..
and went out again..
chalet is the time which i always have not enough sleep..
haha..
meet my sec friends for dinner just now..
quite a nice one..
at paragon..
a famous taiwan restaurant..
i forgot the name of the restaurant...
but i can describe to u the exact place..

first time after chalet..
i went out at nite..
is very tiring...haha...
normally i will stay at home when i back from chalet..

back home...
heard from my mum..
my cousin has lost her baby..
a few weeks old baby..
even though the baby is not mine..
i felt so sad..
hope she can recover soon..
and have another one...

k.. some thoughts..
recently just felt that time passes very fast..
is getting end of april..
getting in on june..
planning to meet most of my friends before going in..
1 month is like so short..
4 weeks.. 31 days...
need to meet my friends and work...

ok.. think stop here..
don't know what i talking..
will be continue..

eroy i sorry cannot meet u..
but i SURE will meet u during may..
i PROMISE...
hehe..

should i change my christine name...

from kelvin to Cloud..??

i think Cloud quite unique and special..
Cloud to me is like free of worries, beautiful...

should i change..?
Mmmm...