Entries for March, 2005

March 2nd, 2005

last step to go...

finally..
fyp product is handed up...
demo is done..
just left with report to go...
learn some lesson from the fyp product and demo...

thank all those that ask me to jia you..
my poly friends,sec friends,pri schools and other friends..
nv list out them...
cos i not sure who also...
u know who u are...

sorry to those..
i never spend time to go out or chat with u all..
cos of my fyp product...
if u ask me, i have time i sure go out or chat with u all...
hehe...
and sorry if i have offence some of you...
cos of the fyp..
i quite hot-tempered...
but i will change...
hehe...

lesson learnt...

1. trust your friends..
sometime you think that the person is ok, but heard from ur friends is not good.. but you still go on to do with that person... so from here i learnt a lesson.. *thanks those that remind me.. and i just follow my thinking... hehe..

2. be more self-independent...
sometime you cannot always rely on your friends.. be more self-independent.. and those self-fish ppl.. will always do a PI to you...

3. no last min works..
spread the time equally..

demo:

1. don't be nervous...
2. listen to the question carefully...
3. answer it correctly...
4. no bad words for your product... stay on your own side..
5. prepare for the worst...

think thats all..
anything else..
will add in the next entry...
got to start my report...
hehe..
take care all my friends...
Currently listening to: guy sebastian - angels brought me here
Posted by gr at 01:28 PM | aDd c0mMeNts ??

March 5th, 2005

tired...

just wake up...
even though quite tired..
but force myself up...
hope i can continue my report later..
i just hate weekend doing school work...
is ok.. 2 more weeks i free from fyp..

yes.. yest i kanna scolded by my tourism tutor..
long time never kanna scolded so jialat...
i so call as the "group leader"...
have to take all the responsibility...
cos we never prepare the marking paper for her in the first place..
at class we ask our classmate to see if they have extra...
but no one have.. except......
a gal (from other group)
which i don't know her..
but in the same class

before that.. gz from another group...
borrow her book to photocopy the peer evaluation
and he saw the marking paper inside..
so i ask the gal if she have the paper...
she denied and say don't have...

so till the end..
gz say her that you keep the paper for what..
she like kanna force and take the book out..
i was like...
wth... i kanna scold until so jialat..
you now then take the book out...

i don't know why she is like that..
so selfish...
maybe becos they are the first group to present...
and kanna scolded from her too..
cos of the long presentation...
and she also want to see us suffer too..

if you are in the same class and see your other group friend which you not know them..
will you help them if you have the notes...
you will rite...

i don't blame her..i just blame myself for that...

k.. today going stay home and do my project...
cannot go out..
sobz...
Posted by gr at 10:54 AM | aDd c0mMeNts ??

March 6th, 2005

2 nice songs by 施文斌

忘不了

翻开一本旧日记
记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么的甜蜜
往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨
曾说过要到哪里去
曾做过觉得傻的事
爱过在这城市里

昨晚下了一场雨
让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣
好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖
你是否孤身一人
我不停追问

分手两年后我还是想着你
多久没有见过你
现在你住在哪里
只怕有一天我们都会老去
只想留一点回忆
能够让我们依靠

我在一个咖啡店
透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影无所不在
无心无魂的想你

Hello Angel

为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你
要永远不分离

辽阔我心事填上我用意
对着你至少想讲一次至少一次
如你那手指留了我位置
庆幸到快将刊登出报纸
应该怎么对你启齿
一秒钟已可构成了暗示
麻烦请你讲我知明确地址

hello angel angel angel angel
yes i love you yes i love you
hello angel angel angel angel
yes i love you yes i love you

rap

辽阔我心事填上我用意
对着你至少想讲一次至少一次
留半只戒指能与你开始
庆幸到快将刊登出报纸
应该怎么对你启齿
一秒钟已可构成了暗示
麻烦请你讲我知明确地址

我没有绝世武功去托起一百斤幸福
同有限趣味讲你知只可对着你暗示
就是一世都也可留我位置

hello angel angel angel angel
yes i love you yes i love you
hello angel angel angel angel
yes i love you yes i love you
yeah ~


hi friends, i know u all now struggling with ur assignment,tutorial or fyp report... hope this 2 songs can let u all relax..
must go listen..
prefer the first one...忘不了
hehe...
Posted by gr at 10:50 AM | aDd c0mMeNts ??

March 11th, 2005

free...

when can i have the time to relax...???

MMMMMmmmmm....

Posted by gr at 07:13 PM | aDd c0mMeNts ??

March 15th, 2005

all becos of you...

all becos of you... i did not have enough sleep...
all becos of you... i cannot sleep well...
all becos of you... i suffer so much...
all becos of you... i have no life...
all becos of you... i have to spend alot of money...

thanks to you... i have know more about her...
thanks to you... my english has improve...
thanks to you... i have save my lunch money...
thanks to you... i learnt more things...

don't know is it a good thing or bad thing to have you...
finally is over..
i have try all my best...
hope you dun let me si wang...
i just hope for a pass...
not anything else...

today no mood to talk about my life..
maybe 2morrow...
hehe...
quite tired today..

To the person in my blog..
Mmm.. your experience i have try that before...
so what to say...
just a hi will not die..
i give u my guts.. and support u hor..
hehe...
anything u can talk to me...
hehe...



Currently listening to: nothing
Currently reading: nothing
Currently watching: nothing
Posted by gr at 12:50 AM | 1 |0vEs/s...

March 17th, 2005

work...

so no more fyp...
no more aim...
just hope exam quickly over..
then say bye bye to np...

so fast..
3 years over...
know ALOT of friends...
from good to bad...
from hardworking to lazy...
from gamers to .....
let me see...

know my class ppl first..
then kh.. rg... they group....
then egarage ppl..
then ah boon group...
then np school mate...
quite alot...
hehe...

lucky my friends are quite nice..
and not those selfish..
or those cmi one..
hope u are not the one...
that i always trusted...

k.. i just write a few days..
maybe when i have know more things to write..
then i will continue...
hehe...

i working on tue..
the day after my fyp report..
thats fast..
ppl ask me..
why so fast...
don't know why just want to work..
short of money.. maybe...
or don't want to stay home and do nothing...
or don't want to anyhow time..
recently just felt so lonely...
don't know why..
after work..
just feel like i have someone to talk..
someone to care..
maybe i just searching for my another half...
when...??
not sure....
just finding the rite gal...



Currently listening to: 933Fm
Posted by gr at 01:20 AM | 2 |0vEs/s...

March 19th, 2005

nice.. nice...

下一个永远
歌手:张信哲

那天是一条界线
你忘了好好说再见
只留下背影是我脑海今天的画面
我独自站在曾经爱与心痛的边缘
在城市里留恋却看不见
下个永远
明天过后如果变成另外一个人
今天是我最后做个爱你的罪人
从此以后忘了你是我最爱的人
不要再一直留在原地回忆这伤痕
时间,原来就是考验
让过去都成了纪念
就像在手心长出了一块死去的茧
麻痹了痛的感觉
却还是留在那边
陪着我到未来继续寻找
下个永远
希望醒来以后
就是全新一个人
日日夜夜不再为爱付出那么深
希望可以忘了你是我最爱的人
能像你一样推开大门就去爱别人
多希望有天偶然再遇见
我们都各自拥抱
下一个永远
要像你一样推开大门就去爱别人
希望有一天偶然能再会遇见
我们都走到下一个永远
Posted by gr at 08:30 AM | 1 |0vEs/s...

March 20th, 2005

我累了...

going to be 1 week already..
and i have work around 6 days already..
feeling so tired recenty..
all cos of that...

recently have alot of thoughts..
just running through my minds..
during work...
on the way to and fro work..
when i feel like writing..
i not at home blogging...
sobz...

think i just start stop there...
i tired...
maybe when i off then i wrote about it...
Currently watching: channel 8
Posted by gr at 11:41 PM | aDd c0mMeNts ??

March 25th, 2005

12:55 am

i know my blog page is sux...
cos i wanted to change my blog interface soon..
so just put this temp..
hope u all dun mind..

afternoon just back from chalet..
eroy class chalet...
haven been really enjoy after fyp..
work and work is all i know..

enjoy myself during the chalet...
eat,drink,majong,sleep, trying to stay awake...
hope this is not the last chalet with them..
this time round took my photos with them..
group and individual photos..
was drunk again this time..
don't know why wanted myself to drunk..
maybe is a type of way to let me destress...
always after that..
told myself not to drunk next time..
but...
sobz...

nice chatting with eroy and ah boon...
sometimes i really like to go to chalet..
to chat talk about life, experience etc...
is a way to have a self thinking and comments...

sometime i will stand in the balcony...
looking at the skys..
hoping to see stars...
but the thing i saw was clouds..
no stars..
stare blankly at the sky..
no thoughts in my mind....
think is my first time with nothing in my mind...
don't know is a good or bad thing...

helping eroy with all the needs he needed...
to let your guys to enjoy urself..
during the steamboat..
someone ask me when i was peeling the prawn skin...
u like to peel the prawn skin or being noble...??

so i wondered..
maybe thats me...
just like to see u all enjoy rather than seeing u all suffer..

think i will stop here..
good nite..

*thanks you all ask me for the chalet...
hehe...

Posted by gr at 01:18 AM | 3 |0vEs/s...

going sick...

think a short one will do..
today is my last day off..
going to work 2morrow again...
is full for both day..
going to dead of tired soon...

bored today..
don't know why..
maybe i tired or getting sick soon...
my cousin came my house...

so uncomfortable now..
i think i kanna a sore throat..
think have to drink lots of water...

cya..nite...

ps: hey guys... sorry if u are sick of my face in the pictures.. think most of the pic has my face...hehe...
Currently listening to: li sheng jie... Ni men yao kuai le
Posted by gr at 11:29 PM | 3 |0vEs/s...

March 28th, 2005

12:23AM

now is only 12+...
i tired...
now i hate working..
so tiring..

next week going to have my exam..
1 paper only on thur..
no mood to start...
but trying to start later..
hope i can complete that module...
within 1 day..
then other days i can try to read through..
and mermoise it...

stop here for paper...
so lets talk about life..
whats my life doing this few days or weeks...
rot,tired,play and work and work...
nothing else..
and 1 thing...fan nao..

have you try to love someone that u should not be love...
the feeling is hard to describe...
you like the person..
and the person cannot like you...
if the person reject you if she/he don't like you..
that is not so worst...
but you love the person...
and the person has already another half...
thats is the worst of all..
do you agree...
think my only thing to do..
is to forget and wish them the best..
i think thats the best...

yest in my dream..
dream of my ex....
was happier chatting with each other..
happier li xiao each other..
just tell myself..
is only a dream...
if next time still have the chance..
let fate decided..

fate will play only a part..
others have to work on..
and feeling plays another part too..
hehe...

think stop here..
too much feeling in it..
if have somemore i will put it in the next blog..

ps: good luck all taking exam next week... jia you...
Currently listening to: Ni Men Yao Kuai Le...
Posted by gr at 12:38 AM | 1 |0vEs/s...

March 30th, 2005

Is that truth about me..??

1. likes to comb his hair backward, open his forehead showing a dignify facial expression ??

2. eyes is sparkle, but slightly showing laziness..??

3. walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud..??

4. he is kind and gentle person, but inside he is a strong and secure person..??

5. If he is frighten, he will re-act and respond right away..??

6. His words always seem normal but mostly imply "order and demanding"..??

7. In a crowd or at work he will act normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd and be a center of attention with his words, or his action..??

8. You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power over his family and his friends..??

9. He respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a looser for he will rather die than loose his dignity..??

10. He is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side..??

11. He likes people to listen to him..??

12. He is a bright and witty guy, and he will not put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his energy..??

13. He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned..??

14. hardly see a man with no woman by his side..??

15. If you see him alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just broken up with one..??

16. He will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one of them..??

17. can not live without love , because for him Love is a ray of Light..??

18. He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels "in power"..??

19. He likes first class , first quality of everything..??

20. He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy sleepy cat..??

21. When he works, he is very serious. When he parties, he can be a party animal. If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time..??
Currently listening to: Hmmmm...
Currently reading: Mmm.....
Currently watching: Hm....
Posted by gr at 06:35 PM | 2 |0vEs/s...

April 1st, 2005

recently...

have alot of thoughts..
question in my mind...
but just cannot find the rite mood to write..
maybe i still not recovered..
and have being not enough sleep...

pimples are just irritated this few days in my face..
don't know is stress,not enough sleep..
bad weather or what..
damn sianz..

stop here...
cya...
Posted by gr at 01:31 AM | 1 |0vEs/s...