gUorUi's b|og

today is the 3rd day of the new year...
i got back from genting yest...
went there on the eve of new year...
with my bro.. and his poly and sec friends...
the whole journey is quite ok...
very cold in genting.. 13 to 14 degree...
first time take bus in the morning...
most of the time i take the nite buses...

i don't want to write the whole journey is too long...
genting has change alot...
maybe is because i long time never went there...
never went theme park.. cos of the bad weather...
is very misty.. and is rainning...
got one new game.. is like superman..
quite nice.. but that one play one time will do..
10 dollar malaysia money only...
in the 3 days.. most of the food i ate got chicken..
think will be sick of it...
eve of new year.. walking around in the hotel..
no aims of where to go..
alot of ppl in front of a stage..
though that there will be some fun in the nite..
but is quite boring..
no counting down to brand new year...
they just broadcast some song when is 12...
maybe cos of the tsunami..
so i have a boring new year eve...
hoping to have a great year ahead...

at genting.. only eat,walk,sleep,tv and casino
i try 3 of the casino all must be above 21...
and i can get into one of the casino..
cos i use my bro friend IC...
i bet and lost 50 malaysia dollar..
is ok.. first time just play for fun..
on the way back...
we play the number game...
and the whole bus got only our voice...
hehe...
so thats end my 3 days of holiday..

don't know why today use my laptop..
is like i far away from the world..
maybe i few days never got back my laptop..
and i got back today...
even thought they say my keyboard is spoil..
i still can use...haha...
only my that mouse is spoil...

tiger cup...soccer..
watch the match of singapore vs myanmar ...
is quite a exciting match...
that match is hard on singapore..
alot of fighting and red card..
think myanmar is to violent..
abit of thing.. they are angry..
thats why got 4 red cards...
maybe the luck is on singapore..hehe..
hope singapore will win..
but i guess is hard...
thats a hope thats a will...

have being thinking of her... don't know what she doing.. how she spend her new year eve... sobz...

爱错

北风毫不留情 把叶子吹落 脆弱的她选择了逃脱
叶子失去消息 风才感觉寂寞 整个冬天
北风的痛没人能说

* 我从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过 所以爱错
我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落 多少不能原谅的错
却不能重来过 *

翻开回忆角落 完美的生活 以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初 那个故事背后 Oh 原来是我
犯下从没承认的错

Repeat *

在这少了你的世界 Oh
找不回那些感觉 其实我不想道别 那些过去

我从来没想过 我会这样做
从来没爱过 所以爱错 (从来没有爱过那么认真
我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错 却不能重来过
我从来没想过 我会这样做
从来没爱过 所以爱错 我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错 请你原谅我的爱错

k... fyp cannot delay any more...
meet my supervisor yest..
and stress us..
say that must be complete by next week..
i just ok.. i try my best.. to finish all...
or else is hard for me to survive in the future...

k.. have being stressing myself..
after meeting supervisor...
want to die liao..
today never do much...
think later going back and try...
gggggrrrrrr.....

have being thinking alot.. and her...

王力宏 - Forever Love

爱你 不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你 每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见Forever 才了解自己
未来这些日子 要好好珍惜
爱我 有些痛楚 有些不公平
如果真的爱我 不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边 像微风神奇
温柔的安抚 我的不安定
所以我~要 每天研究你的笑容 Ooh 多么自然

* Forever love Forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由 *

爱情是场最美最远的旅行
沿途雨季泥泞 偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里 像阳光和煦
巧妙的融化 我的不安定
不可思议 证明我爱你的理由 Ooh 多么自然

Repeat *

你感动的眼睛 我沉默的声音 彷佛就是最好的证明
就让我在说一次 I love you oh (直到永远

Repeat *

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love

k.. fyp really sux...
my bluetooth cannot works..
now have to change using LAN...
hope can do it..
now really depressed like siao...
all is not in my way...
sobz.. sobz...

don't know why today hope to see her..
so when to take lunch at canteen 3...
i thought will not see her today..
but i saw her...hehe..
looks like long time never saw her..
don't know why..
saw her.. i was quite shy...
sobz...
hope this type of feeling i can overcome...
hope to see u again...

well done.. singapore..
just now watch the tiger cup...
singapore won by 2 goals..
final score 3-1...

abit disappointed by them..
cos last min let them score one..
that goal should not be done...
hope singapore will do well in the second leg...
and not slacking around..

k.. now my life...
Mmm... fri after lesson..
accompany jeremy to buy diary.. with gz and wj..
brought some food after that..
gz and jeremy went home..
me accompany wj go sim lim..
take his cpu... his ram spoil...

stupid.. waited there for around 1 hour with wj...
cos their service sux..
one of the friend say the person went for dinner..
so we wait..
wait until cannot tahan..
went and ask the boss..
and that guy..
is doing the sales..
stupid them...
take a cab home from there..

k.. stop here.. going out soon.. for supper..

stupid.. cos of upgrade of the tabulas...
my styles of my blog changes...
so ugly.. got time then change the style..
must rush my fyp first...

back from watching tv...
just now accidently close the browser...
which i wrote my blog half way..
sobz...

k... let me think what i have wrote..
today should be going to cmpb...
to settle about my medical check up thing..
but last min cancel...
so went school...
find some books and try on my fyp...

yest.. went to library find books..
should be trying at nite..
but my bro say dine outside..
went to sentosa to have steamboat buffet..
after that.. went to watch the musical fountain...
long time never watch it...
don't know why watching it..
my hair will stand...
just touch by it...
maybe is the environment..
and how wonderful singapore have this type of technology to show it...

went to mount faber...
long time never being there...
not as long as my parents which is 20 years ago...
went to maxwell...
my bro gf want to eat the yu sheng there..
open till 2am..
reach home is already 1130..
miss half hour of my show.. in channel 8...

fyp.. don't bother to talk about it.. until when the product is out...

sometime u will see my blog..
that have a "her" inside..
and wondering who...
so.. i decided....
not to tell....
haha....

等待是幸福...

just wake up from my nap...
slept at 230 this morning...
don't know why i never wake up this morning at 720...

my alarm like never rang...
i woke up at 840...
never do anything..
just change the clothing...
and ran off...
reach the road...
alot of ppl are waiting for cab...
sobz...
running like hell..
up and down the road..
hoping for a cab...

saw a cab and hop in..
i think the uncle is going to change shift..
he scroll down the window and ask me went i going...
lucky is going the way i going...school...

if today did not have the practical test..
i think i will skip the lesson..
took my practical test..
and i fail it... 45/100
sobz...

still not worst...
came back hope..
offer xiang to the god..
back part of the xiang broke...
sobz...

went to meet supervisor...
the thing are not flow....
sobz...

don't know what day i have...
think yest on the way to buy supper with my bro...
accidently hit on the ashes near the path...
those ppl pray on one...
after buying supper..
came back and say sorry...
the worst is i hit on the candle...
sobz...

hope my day quickly over....
the worst is.. i hit on the candles...

well.. yest have a bad day..
but today is just as normal..
not so bad...
haven being touching my fyp..
think later going to touch on it...

today did not have any lesson..
just went to attend a security seminar...
the seminar is quite ok..
talking about NS.. and the security..
hate the question and answer period..
but like the last part of the seminar..
showing the lst 2 weeks at tekong...

don't know why watching that..
i feel like going in quickly..
i have a great feeling that i want to protect the country....
seeing the gals in front of me..
luffing all the way..
went they show the guys are half nake and shaving into botak..
i was wondering..
what so funny about it...
is so wei da to serve the country and protect it..

thats what i think lah..
but some people of u might think that...
serving NS is waste of time etc...
but is true that serving NS is waste of time...
but when the country is in trouble..
who will come and protect it..
is just like when ur best friend or friend is in trouble..
what will u do.. just sit there do nothing...

well evening my friend have a singing competition final...
not bad.. she got the third place...
congrat... i know u can do it gal..
hehe...

k.. i back home from school...
today is my IS day...
have 2 tests...
both are quite ok...
can pass..
but score.. think got chance...
i guess...

went and visit my auntie at NUH...
and today while having lunch...
got a sms from my bro...
i don't want to talk more about it...

and was
wondering of the life in us...
is it so simple just to lost someone...
when u get sick or simply..
just jump down from any building...

in me.. i afraid to lose someone...
my relative, my friends... and whoever...
when u saw any news...
regarding of ppl dead or injured..
what will u feel..??
i just simply feel so poor thing...
but after a while.. i am alrite...

what if someone that is dead or injured..
is your close relative or friend..
will u feel the same...
to me.. when this happen..
i think non stop...
don't know why maybe just being worried...

ppl say.. when u cry.. u will feel more relieved..
sometime i want to cry out..
but i cannot..
don't know why...
the tears just cannot come out..

people say..
guys should not cry..
but guys are also human..
they have the weak point in themselves...

ps: readers out there.. if u think u don't know what i saying.. just forget about it... from that time i know what is the meaning of treasure the person around you...

back from qy chalet..
quite a wonderful day...
saw her friends...
no comment about it..
saw some of those poly friend bf...
first time saw it..
also no comment...
haha...

before that..
rushing down to town..
and brought a late present..
lucky she love it...
i think is the heart that counts...

on the way back...
thinking on how to celebrate my 21st..
chalet..??
or like a normal day...??
there are pros and cons..

think later going to be a busy day...
have to have breakfast with my parents....
go down to see my auntie..
then evening go see soccer..
hope singapore will win...
hehe...

k.. stop here for today...

just now back from watching tiger cup...
alot of ppl in the stadium...
as a singaporean... i so PROUD....
not that singapore won the tiger cup...

is the feeling that give me...
it was like 10 years back...
malaysia cup... haha...
if singapore did not won today..
i also proud of them...
is the unity that counts...
hehe...

heard a good news today..
my auntie is coming out either today or tomorrow..
hehe...
hope she is getting better...
hehe....

k.. stop here..
nothing to write liao...
hehe...

do i still love you... *wondering*...

short one will do..
i sick...
sianz...
thats why tired so easy..
sore throat,flu,cold...
hope quickly recover..
alot of things must be done...

so tired now...
think after eat medicine..
i that weak..

so boring today..
all my friends are busy with their stuff..
maybe cos of fyp or open house...
and i like so free...
maybe i LAZY...
haha...

wanted to do my IS assignment..
and help my group to look for some stuff..
but now feeling tired..
haha...

k.. no life in me..for this few months..
going to take a nap...

back from school...
alot of ppl in our school..
cos of the open house..
too bad i lazy to help up...
haha...

saw a gal..
and she ask me to help her to fill in a form..
so i help her...
after that take my lunch at canteen 3...
on the way to bus stop..
saw that gal again..
i no guts to ask her for number..
so ask my friend to help me...
she reject him..
sobz..

told my friend about this...
they say me that if i want...
i want to ask myself..
it will be more sincere...
but the problem is with myself..
i no guts and chicken...
i never try before...
sobz...
should i go back and ask myself..??
haiz..

yes.. i did it...
even though she reject me..
hehe...
i went to school again...
ask the gal... with my help of 2 friends...

quite shy...
maybe is the first time i asking her...
haha..
pass her my name and contact no.
hope she will sms me...
but i think the chances is slim
cos she looks shy....
or maybe have a bf already...
hehe...

watch the american idol just now..
so funny...
really make me luff..
sometime something they though is funny..
but i don't...
hehe....

is holiday today...
my friend ask me accompany him to buy clothers..
so tomorrow will be no fyp again...
haha...
think this year no CNY clothing for me...
i going NS this year soon..
don't want to waste the money...
or can say.. i no money..
still owe someone money...

haha...
k.. stop here..
going sleep liao...
still recovering from sick...

waha..
long time never help my mum sweep the floor...
just now help her to do it...
so sweaty...
now i know how tired she is..
everyday doing the same thing...

yest went to town...
so crowded.. and discount everywhere...
saw a few clothing..
no money to buy...
and done intend to buy..
cos going NS soon...
but my parents tell me to buy 1 will do...
cos she say that throughout the year u have new shirt to wear..
haha...

fri:
let me think what i have my dinner...
went to *lemongrass at herren..
eat abit... quite x... haha...
those food is just like appetizer...
planning to go *swenson...
the queue too long..
went to geylang instead..

eat the *frog leg porridge...
then eat *tou hua...
not very nice.. cos i went to another place..
then went home... reach home around 2...
haha...

yest:
whole morning and afternoon never went out..
rot at home... no ppl jio me out.. or sms me...
take my dinner at home..
after that bro jio my parents to chinatown..
so crowded..
went to maxwell market to park our car...
but is crowded...
just nice when we reach a place..
a car when out...
so just nice we waited...
but stupid pick up...
thought we are not waiting..
just park our place...
i was so angry... no consideration...
and we have signal that we are waiting for that slot..

saw my favourite car at chinatown..
HONDA FIT... haha...
so chio.. $69,800...
sobz..

have my supper with them at geylang...
on the way to the parking place...
got a motorcycle want to squeeze through our car..
he honk at us and stare at us..
i was like..
wah lao.. the road already so small..
you want to squeeze...
damn angry...

*eat diam xin...
quite nice..
i am very hungry..
and is around 11 only..
maybe i ate my dinner at 4+...
haha...

quite a long entry..
k.. stop here... haha...

places of food..(location are around the place)
*lemongrass (top level of herren)
*swenson (orchard beside HELLO going)
*frog porridge (geylang lor 3 towards bugis)
*tou hua (not the shop i went, address is another one which i prefer) geylang lor 11 towards bugis
*diam xin (geylang lor 13 towards paya lebar)

ggggrrrr..... angry...
i sick of fyp...
no fun in my life...
only fyp and fyp....

think will not blog so often...
cos of that...
fyp i really hate you...
hope quickly is over...
gggggrrrr.....

recently always have the stress and sianz mood..
no choice.. all cos of fyp..
all is their fault..
sobzz....
ok.. finally can connect.. now need to send files...
angry...

got my medical check up yest..
have to go to cmpb on the 9th of march..
and is 830...
damn.. so early..
think need 1 hour + to travel..
sobz...

yest my tourism group come my house do..
do a while.. and start to gossip..
so it is like..
got do and never do also the same...
haha...

k.. stop here...
maybe later go stress myself...
hehe..
congrat one of the guy in my tourism group..
finally u ur wish is granted..
hehe...

hey try out this

http://www.tigerbeer.us/horoscope/

Year of Birth:1984
Eastern Sign:Rat
Western Sign:Leo

You possess the potential to achieve and represent greatness. Leo is considered to be the sign of the actor, and with three planets in Leo, you are even more likely than usual to be drawn to the stage or screen or to at least experience a lot of dramatic situations in life. With Venus, the goddess of love, beauty, and art, in conjunction with your Sun, you are especially charismatic and attractive-people just seem to enjoy being around you. With imaginative Neptune in a harmonious trine to your Mercury, planet of communication, you also have the mark of a talented writer, and are likely to bring your fiery sense of drama to whatever you write.

You are likely to possess equal measures of talent and chutzpah-luckily the former can pull off the latter. You are also spontaneous and playful, able to ad lib with aplomb, on stage or off. In addition to basking in the limelight, you are known for your courage and sense of honor, and your confidence shows us all a positive example of a healthy sense of self. Two Leos together are not considered to be a good idea, and you can see why. But in your case it just might work. An intense Scorpio can make you feel passionately loved, and safe and secure at home.

Your greatest challenge is to remember the thorn in everyone's paw, including your own, and your greatest strength is your ability to show us all how to roar.

So.. do you agree the things about me?? hehe...

k.. i tired of things done by me...
do and do and do...
and end up cannot work...
stupid...
meet supervisor today..

he guide me the way it should works..
the things i do for the last few days is all wrong...
sianz...
have to start again...
he say is easy...
but for me is hard...
maybe he is pro i not....
sobz...

k.. stop all my argue and blaming...
i should work harder later...