gUorUi's b|og

Ok..
from here i going to stop blog at tabulas..
but not stop bloggin...
not that it is not good..
is i not enough for them..
whahaha...
New address:
http://natureofme.blogspot.com/

Stay at camp for this week..
quite fun ba..
hang out with my spec and men..
haha..
but don't know why i miss home..
when i home..
i don't want to be home..
when i not home..
i want to be home...
thats strange..
humans..

so fri went to kent ridge park and run..
so siong ah..
up and down hills..
after that went home..
nite out again for supper..
so bored to stay at home...
hehe..

weekend lots of thing to be done...
i cut my hair on fri..
then sat morning i went out at 9..
extend my passport for wallaby..
now can extend till the expiry of my passport..
so quite good i do not need to go down anymore..
then meet SOCC guys for lunch..
and turn out quite bad..
4 guys all from my bunks..
then went to walk around..

watch movie.. you&me&dupree.
nice movie..
funny and touching..
from them learn something..
when u are down..
don't even give out..
struggle and wait for the rite time..
and fight back..
is the ness.. that is inside u..
hehe..
those who watch the movie will know..

though that can go back rest quite early..
like after dinner..
but end up at double O..
celebrate my friend..
is a bachelor nite..
hehe..
home at 330 am..

today rot at home..
doing nothing..
haha.
k stop here..
quite crappy..

PS: thanks those who visited my blog..
And thanks tabulas..

This might be the last entry..
going to change into a new blogger..
just sick of the blogger here..
hehe..

looking back started at may 2004..
is already around 2 years and 5 months already..
it really seems like long ago..
hehe..
i think is time to start a new blogger ba..
this blog will still be here..
for my own mermories..
cos i think it cannot be deleted..
but all this is in my mind already...

i think from this week..
alot of things have to be done..
preparing for my trip to wallaby..
sobz..
alots of arrows..
just stop coming...
why they always like to "bully" a lower rank like 2LT...
i just really hate NS..
even though the times with the spec there is good...
and my boss said i have the regular attitude..
but to me..my mind don't have the word "REG"
but have the word "NSF"
haha..
this week i going to stay in..
just don't feel like going home..
hear all the nagging..
come back a few hours..
bath,eat, watch tv and sleep liao.
so boring rite.
rather stay in camp with the guys ba..
at least got accompany..
haha..

this month till wallaby..
going to be alone..
all my senior spec went for course...
no one to share my work..
sobz..

so yest..
no place to go..
alot of ppl are busy..
and alot of ppl are marrying..
don't understand why..
haha..
and i got a red bomb on the 17th this month..
haha..

nite went for a chill..
was not drank..
but i vomited loh...
drink alot..
also don't know why..
today was quite a boring day..
eat sleep.
nothing to do..
i go back sleep again..
haha...

k.. i just end here.. so boring...
sobz..

looking at the date i started writing blog..
it is like 2 years and 4 months ago..
seems so near..
but is 2 years plus liao..
thinking back how i start my blog..
is all becos of my poly classmate....
talking about blogs..
and ask me to start...
seems like a ON thing..
but thinking back is a good place to put down mermoises ba..
haha..

recently alot of friends has been changing blog..
or have being stop writing for some reason..
was thinking should i change my blog..
sometimes is really sick of this tabulas place...
haha..
any guys got any ideas where is other blogger place..
which is nice..
hehe..

always thinking back lets talk about now to future...
hehe..
quite tired today..
clear my SOC this morning..
the feeling was so great..
1 more thing to worry..
haha..
clear my SOC,IPPT, CS 1 and ICCT...
2 more things to go..
CS 2 and ACCT...
whahaha..
hope i have the chance to clear it..
hehe..
maybe by this year..
but i think quite hard..
aust "trip" is coming..
alots of things to prepare..

thinking of future..
seems like quite quite a no. of trip to go..
nov - aust trip (exercise) confirm
dec - thailand (sec friends) TBC = To be confirm
dec - beijing (family) TBC
june - Taiwan (sec friends) TBC
june - Osaka (Cousin) TBC

alot rite..
see the $$ also like alot rite..
haha...
thinking of going with my cousin to osaka..
think will not come true..
alot of $$ needed..
haha..
rather spend to taiwan..
haha..

when i saw my friends who i seldom see..
or those friends(men and spec) in camp..
they will also ask me..
u got gf rite..
then i told them i don't have..
they always said i bluff them..
sometimes being thinking..
i am not a bad guy..
why i still alone..
haha..
anyone can tell me..

doing some reflection..
is like boring from the way i write..
when reading it..
will you let u to have some reflection also..
haha..
cos sometimes i read my friend one i will have..
haha..
or sometimes let u envy how good i am..=p(just joking)
or how bad i am..
where can i improve on it..
stop here i guess..
maybe i will change to a new place..
will update..
=)

last week really no mood
and no time for this..
don't want to talk about this 2 weeks..
lots of stuff to do..
alot of things is running around..

what am i..
what i going to do..
what am i thinking..
why did i still thinking of that..
why is there no a second chance..
what am i doing recently..
what wrong with my mood..
question and question..
am i too old for this and that..
Mmm...

question and question..
answer and answer...
alot of uncertainly things here and there..

today is tue..
and i just know i haven update my blog..
few days pass really no mood to update..
or i very tired..

weekend was quite ok..
i went to my friend birthday party..
is another one..
this year quite alot of 21st..
cos got quite a no. of friends is -1 year old one...
is weijian birthday.. the superstar...
yes he is my friend..
but pls he is just my friend..
don't ask me help u for the autograph etc hor..
i not so bad..
when he is superstar..
then i will stay close with him..
haha..

after that..
went boat quey with some bmt mates..
for a drink..
quite a nice one..
open a martell for 148..
is really fun to drink with them...
hehe..

then came sun..
my friend outing again...
yes.. we try to make it 2 weeks once..
cos is a form of cohesion and extra exercise for me..
but is a exercise for them...
hehe...
down to tiong bahru for lunch...
quite a dangerous journey to the place..
cos was about to meet with a accident..
and the driver was my cousin who just pass her driving..
hehe..
when we reach that place..
we waited for a parking log..
when we about to park..
got a car just insert in...
cos my cousin need time to park..
i was so piss off loh...
lucky infront got a slot that just left..
just feel like taking a key and scratch his car...

after lunch went my cousin house..
but rest for a while..
we went down to k box..
haha..
then back for dinner..
and go home...

mon was thinking of going home early..
like 5 plus or 6 plus reach home..
but i reach home at 8...
was in a meeting at 3 sig in the afternoon..
then came back rush the manifest..
stupid...
reach home...
was already very tired..
saw my parents all home with my bro..
so left me haven eat dinner..
i step into the house..
my bro just say..
after eat finish go and wash the plates..
i just walk back to my room to put my things..
and said shut up quite softly..
i dun want to offence him..
u know the feeling when u come back work..
tired.. and still got ppl at there nagging at you..
u know how furious i am..
even though i last time i nv wash plate lah..
but i have wash it now loh..
forget it..
next time i will ren..

so today quite a free day..
boss not around..
go home quite early around 745..
haha..
reach home receive a few calls..
asking for this and that..
really hate it..
why this always happen when i home..
when i in camp..
you all dun ask me..
then i hate when ppl use rank and push me down..
gggggrrrrrr....

k.. quite a long entry already..
shall stop here..
hehe...